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i feel like ever since i was diagnosed with depression, i’ve become a monster in my parents eyes. sure, i was an asshole before, but to them, now i’m a CRAZY asshole. they never mentioned “mental state”, “mental health”, “state of mind”, “psychotic breakdown”, “mind games” or anything else of the sort until i was diagnosed, and now, its all i hear. Today is the second time they’ve threatened to have me hospitalized, all because i didnt want to get out of bed this morning. really? is that productive? they called my therapist too….just because i wouldnt get out of bed? you’re acting as if i’m in my room, trying to kill myself or flailing around punching people. NAW, i’m just lying here saying i cant go to school. fuck you mean you gonna put me in some fucking crazy hospital with people having actual psychotic breakdowns? people that have to be sedated because they’re so mad? i’m doing nothing. i just left my room for the first time today, and i’ve barricaded it shut so they don’t fucking bother me with their threats of “either you do this stupid shit, or you find another place to live/get hospitalized” Naw, i ain’t playing that